The blue jay scuffling
in the bushes follows
Some hidden purpose, and
the gush of birds
That spurts across the
field, the wheeling swallows,
Have nested in the trees
and undergrowth.
Seeking their instinct,
or their pose, or both,
One moves with an
uncertain violence
Under the dust thrown by
a baffled sense
Or the dull thunder of
approximate words.
On motorcycles, up the
road, they come:
Small, black, as flies
hanging in heat, the Boy,
Until the distance
throws them forth, their hum
Bulges to thunder held
by calf and thigh.
In goggles, donned
impersonality,
In gleaming jackets
trophied with the dust,
They strap in doubt--by
hiding it, robust--
And almost hear a
meaning in their noise.
Exact conclusion of
their hardiness
Has no shape yet, but
from known whereabouts
They ride, directions
where the tires press.
They scare a flight of
birds across the field:
Much that is natural, to
the will must yield.
Men manufacture both
machine and soul,
And use what they
imperfectly control
To dare a future from
the taken routes.
It is part solution,
after all.
One is not necessarily
discord
On Earth; or damned
because, half animal,
One lacks direct
instinct, because one wakes
Afloat on movement that
divides and breaks.
One joins the movement
in a valueless world,
Crossing it, till, both
hurler and the hurled,
One moves as well,
always toward, toward.
A minute holds them, who
have come to go:
The self-denied, astride
the created will.
They burst away; the
towns they travel through
Are home for neither
birds nor holiness,
For birds and saints
complete their purposes.
At worse, one is in
motion; and at best,
Reaching no absolute, in
which to rest,
One is always nearer by
not keeping still.
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